im helpless~

they were many things in life r unexplained.. battling with self emotion r never ending..
as i grew older, i see things differently, bumped into choices that im myself are'nt happy with. friends come and go.. ppl change. i changed. we change.. for the future. havin sumbody doesnt mean we own that person.. havin the talent doesnt mean we succeed.. having the education, doesnt mean we learnt.. haappiness is a state of mind.. to begin with,one's must have basic needs.. abraham maslow's hierarchy explained it all.. im workin on my own self esteem. greatest achievement to date?none. who am i.... am i happy?..when i make mistakes,no one forgets..when im right, no one remember.. judging one's by his/her first ever mistake is wrong. i hurt. everybody hurts. you hurts. but, the healing process were never the same. we ol different. why we shud be. juggling between ownself n others priority r the hardest. bein the centre of attraction were exciting. most of the tym,never were~i juz need the inner strength.. keeping things up straight,clean up the mess i did and....i miss my buddies...smile