dear john

dear john.
two weeks together.
thats all it took.
two weeks for me fall in love with you
now we've one year apart
but whats one year apart after two weeks like that together?

u made me a promise
a promise i know u'll keep
so i only want one more promise
during this time *i cant seem to identified the exact words*
tell me everything
write it all down john.
scribble in the notebook
type it out
emailed it to me
that way before we knew it
i'll see you soon then..
savannah curtis

wlupun sik ada ayat tok dlm buku ya...
i still feel the knot in my throat
just like the first time i feel it..
thr will be tears..(form utube)

eja:its hard to be apart with sum1 we love...
'part of me is scared that there will come a time when you'll somehow forget about
we shared,so this is what i want to do'

'if we can't be together,at least we can share that,and maybe between the two of us,we
can make this last for ever'(from the book itself)

as tears rolling down to my cheeks now,
im hoping the best for each everyone of us..
to be blessed in marriage/relationship..
-peace-

note:the film will release 05-Feb-10 US...
asia?
Dear John' Premieres in Singapore Feb 25, 2010(form ctu blog via google)
some say its 4th of March in malaysia..
o really?

why must singapore first?
KIASU!~~~~
ahahhahahah...

dear john

remember dear john?



=(

the reason to keep my mind off getting married

connie culp before and after face transplant

is what happened to this women..lepas nangga oprah last night,it got me thinking deeply on what it takes to have a blissful marriage and do not marry a bad tempered man.goodness sake!~

the name is connie culp... briefly,mukanya kedakya sbb nya kenak tembak laki nya kedirik(thomas culp) pd september 2004. waktu nya gik remaja,nya lari dr rumah sbb ekot laki ya...konon nya cinta la nak... nya mdh gik,laki nya salu ejek nya dgn nama pelik2,kiranya calling her names yg x sepatutnya seorg husband polah.. dr tym bergerek gik laki nya dh berperange kedakya,nya piker normal lah sbb bpk nya kedirik pun salu plh nya mcmya...mentally harrased la kiranya..so,nya ekot la gereknya,pasya kawen nyaduak..

si laki nya tok suka arah nya polah tok plh ya,mengeluarkan kata2 kesat ngnnya ...nya sik kesah,tp bila dh lamak2 tek,sik tahan juaknya... one day,nya fight balit la kata2 laki nya...b4 tok nya sik penah melawan,so bila nya melawan kata laki nya tek,lakinya naitla berang..tym ya nya kt tingkat atas.lakinya nait atas,trus tembak nya kt muka...mukanya dh ancor dh tym ya,tp nya dpt gik turun tangga,go seek for some help...

sebelum tok pun,lakinya penah tikam pisok rah nya,p nya sempat tangkap.macam2 gik lakinya penah tikam kat nya...nya undergo more than 20 surgeries untuk mendapatkan bentuk muka yg sebelah kanan ya..
kelak pd tahun 2011,lakinya akan kuar dr penjara,wut will happen?...menurut apa dipdh nya kt oprah ya,nya dh maafkan lakinya,tp,nya ng sik mungkin balit ngn laki nya agik...aku pun sikmaok..gila nak????

link-connie culp talk to the press

well...wut im trying to say is... FUUUCkkKkkkkk!~

dunia sudah gila!!!!!

kek batik

namanya kek batik.
the name doesnt sounds right to me...
y kek batik?
i dont see any similiarity with any batik's design...egh..=P
i may shud have called it rocky road malaysian style.=)

anyway,this is my second time doing this yummy dessert...
the first tym doing it,i did not have the chance to take pictures as that was fucking annoying..i dun wan to lost focused as i dun wan to messing up with my first try.it has to be perfect,or else im doomed!~

so,this time,i ended up,using handphone camera and nicely put em in paper cups and arranged them 6 x 4.hehhe..so,i guess it would look good..is IT?
the taste of niceST flavour of chocolate and crunchy biscuits certainly great for the lovely evening with hot tea while watching ur favourite tv programme..

its the easiest dessert to do.effortless and not to mentioned u do not have to used any electrical appliances(oven,microwave)..the result is as hell as good...yammyiee!~

i got the recipe from this person's blog--->click here

Kek Batik

Bahan-bahan :-
125 gm butter(saya guna golden churn..main agak2 jer.dua setengah sudu makan)
1/2 cwn susu pekat manis
1/2 cwn susu segar(susu low fat marigold)
2 sdb serbuk koko
1/2 bungkus biskut marie, patahkan 4 bahagian(aku patah dua jak)
1 sdb nutella(saya guna coklat masakan.1 setengah susu makan.agak2)
1 sdb serbuk milo

Cara-cara :-
1. Cairkan butter dengan menggunakan api yang sederhana.
2. Masukkan susu pekat manis, susu segar, serbuk koko, serbuk milo dan juga nutella. Kacau dengan whisker supaya adunan sebati dan pekat.
3. Kemudian masukkan biskut marie dan gaul rata.
4. Tuang adunan ke dalam loyang kemudian tekan supaya rata dan padat.
5. Sejukkan di dalam peti sejuk.
6. Apabila kek agak mengeras, bolehlah dipotong dan dihidangkan.

dia taip sdb = sudu besar..adakah itu senduk nasi?kalau ya,eee.banyak ituee.....
sebelum saya konfius,saya pun gunala sudu makan..=)
yang penting,kek batik ini takde guna telur!~..hahah

saya letak dlm petiais semalam..arini baru potong.
sebelum saya potong,sy kluarkan dulu dan biar dlm beberapa minit sebelum dipotong....
eheh...
selamat mencuba...=)

absolutely fiineeee

curtis stone(take home chef.channel 707.astro)

for the eyes to see and the perut to crave.ahahhahha.....perfect!~
since im potato couch-ing the entire evening,i would like to share with you guys my faveret show so far...

if u guys were noticing some of my post were about food and stuff...and yeah,i LOVEEEE foodeh...
and.....one channel that serve most of the food lovers,which im one of 'em of course,is AFC(Asian Food Channel) at 703...the thing about this channel or other food/masak2 channel,it will never go against me...thr is passion...never ending passion bout cooking arts..its irresistable..i dun noe bout u guys,but i think that this is the main reason for me to keep on blogging...and so as trying most of the recipes showed off my hidden talents which have been the enzymes for my self esteem.i admired those gifted guys.love em to BitS...

rasa mok embak balit rumah jak..aik..??hehhe..take home chef..which explained above photo.wink*wink*..
other than that i also enjoy watching....

rachael ray show
ntv7 11 a.m
siaran ulangan:12 a.m
adorable talk show with generous meal of all..
makes my day tho.=P
the reason to stay up late or to wake up
early in the morning.peace.=)












oprah winfrey talk show
setiap hari pukul 8-9 mlm.
channel 702.hallmark
tis to keep me back on track in life.as a sort of motivation and taught me to be much as a giver.=).feeding ur soul.or maybe it is 'chicken soup for the soul' telly version.=)







bobby chin's world cafe asia--->
channel 707.
i loved this guy..
fantastic way to introduce culture in every meal..
asian mali!~









nigella lawson ----->
channel afc.703.it also has forever summer with nigella.
nigella got the famous of her simplicity in every touch
of her recipe.from breakfast to supper.she makes it practically delicious!~
















last but not least my favourite among all
willy wonky chocolate factory---->
channel 707.travel and living.
this guy make his own chocolate and he got the story of
his journey thru the process of chocolate making.
i would try to make his hot chocolate one day.=)












see wut im talking about?
im a grown up women by now,but i stil watch cartoon,malcolm in the middle,sabrina the teenage witch,disney channel the most back when lizzie mcguire's show just to feed me with lame jokes and humour as i learnt life cannot be that serious.=)..

i know 1 day,i will get married and have kids..i have to get ready for the future too..oprah is the best talk show ever discussing on every single personal matters.by watching non local programs made me realized that thr r other ppl suffer each day while we enjoying our dinner at fine dining restaurants and high end gadgets..nonetheless,shud be grateful for wut we have.right?...
and,we can learn other people culture by watching TV.that easy!...thank goodnesssss!~~~

see how being a potato couch can benefit us also?....
it is not just a bold entertainment.
its a life education...use all the tools(eyes,ear) that ALLAH gave us..use it wisely...
i dont take shit,man!~
ciao~~~~~

2 K and 10(weight loss journey)

anak buah yg celik IT.

bakal ekot kedak kamek tok

ok i know...i have been ignoring virtual social network for a long time..not that long actually..wink.wink**..okey..the thing is,everytime i got the idea for my blog,by the time i get to type them on,i just lost my inspiration.just.like.that.i left mr.lappie...off to the telly!~

i'm more to telly these days... i've been a loyal subscriber to 'potato couch'side of me.got ya!~..kerazyyy..toing!toing!...( i know i might have sounded a bit 'unusual',but im fine...keep on reading..ngeh3)..

lets see wut i've been done since 1.1.2010-present..

okey...i have no resolutions.at all...oh u guys must have got a lot of plansS goin on in ur head....
i er....i...(10 minutes later)...oh ya....(garuk palak)
i've tried tae bo routines which i simply downloaded them from utube..
since ive got no huge machineries to get me going,i have to search for other alternatives..which is more simple(na'ah!) and practical...
y i did tae bo?simply because i need to toned up more,so i can burn those excess fat at u know which area!...
i gain weight since my graduation.obviously,less movement and more foodeh...so,now im back on track to get my 45kg back..i used to weight 57kg(hahha!)once...then i lose by 7kg in 2 months..because i got the teaching job,remember?...so,by hari raya,my weight was 54.i lost 3kgs first,then followed by 4kgs the next month....

thanks to spirulina though...it helps me along the way of my weight loss journey...i take 3 tablets of spirulina every morning.like 6 a.m....guys,it works...=)...
not just that.i have to do tae bo 3 times a week,n i have to take small portions of rice
(like quarter of wut i used to have)...
when watching tv,i did weight lifting using 'lesung batu'...did each arm bergilir gilir...i have to get rid of those flabby area...i dun care if i built muscles anyway...=P...

so,i did a lot of researches on some succesfull stories of women who lose poundss and poundss by doing tae bo,cardio,(healthy way ler)..



i have my moments too...the paling ringan i've ever got was 40.9kg..ahaha...underweight....=P
before i got that weight,i weighted 47kg(after spm)..and i worked my ass off to get back to 45kg..i did the chart,put it on the wall,watch my progress,exercise half an hour a day,sit up(50 tyms)after my workout and it works wonder within 2 months..=)..

i hate to say that to get back to S size from L size is So fucking exhausting and it takes a lot of efforts and no joke,willpower kene KUAT....u have to ignore those ppl watching u did silly sit-ups before u take ur shower like u were fucking retarded....banyak cabaran gue kene hadapi even for the slightest thing in life to achieve ones Goal...so,dun fucked up with me..because u dun know the hell wut im going thru...

saying on achievements,the biggest or maybe proudest moments in life i ever achieved were in education matter...like i got those 5As for my UPSR and Deans List Award for my uni smester exam...Gosh...

UPSR: i have to tell you that im not that outstanding students in my school,but being the center of attraction of the villagers(educated and berpengaruh bg of family i must say),i have to beat that kemalasan n just follow the game by its rules...get wut i mean?..shut up eja...hehhe..wut im trying to say is.....back then doing my primary school,which was in 1995 if im not mistaken..i was not a bright student,but i loved english subject,so the hell care of other subjects...i got 100% marks for the final exam at my class...i was dumbfounded when the teacher announced i got the highest mark of all....=)).padahal,i am the malas among all...saya tidak buat satu pun kerja rumah di dlm buku teks..harus diulangi...saya amat malas,dan cikgu salu meradang ntam aku....penah skali,aku sik salin teks kt depan,instead,hanya tulis, "a tiger" jak....ahahha..bila cekgu cek buku latihan aku,meradang cikgu ya..yarabi eyh....gaok da jak tym gik kecik lok...sial da jak...tp,bila dpt markah 100% ya,nang bangga la nak..

actually,abg aku salu dpt nomo satu lam kelas.dengan mak aku dikenali ramai..so,nak dijadikan cerita,harusla kita merasa itu satu tekanan yg positif..
dengan itu,aku telah belajar mena2..amik kelas tusyen maths ngan cikgu chandran..enjoy nang belakang crita gik tym tahun 6 ya...sial eyh....aku enjoy gik study..no joke....aku lebih suka plh latih tubi dr nangga tb.arum bulak...pegi extra classes cikgu talip,balit rumah,belajar gik.ujung minggu,most of the time,ng kt meja study...best gilak2 tym ya..aku brani pdh,aku deserved that..n dgn keputusan ya,aku diterimak la ke sekolah SBP....same goes with the deans list as a banker student...i work my ass off guys...NO joke...i know i deserved it...aku bukan seorg yg rilek2 sik ada usaha,tiba2 berjaya...NO.i dont have magic or power.MAN!~...fuck u those ppl yg dpt reward tanpa usaha...n brag about it..tell u wut.U SHUD BE ASHAMED OF URSELF...get over it...stop the drama..life is not that EASAY!~...sooner or later,u will learn sumthing..and by that time,dun fucking shit complain y ppl treat u like that,because BIATCH,u have to learn the downside of life in order to earn the luxury later on....NO JOKE biatch.....

my hands r sure CLEAN before i pointed this out to You....MAN!~..im bitching here and there suder......apa ku mok pdh ctok,jangan la nak up2 dirik dengan duit mak bpk...aku sesungguhnya amat anti urg UP.....

so,resolutions for 2010?
no..i dun have em...
dun simply set them up...
here..i educate u guys..cewah..
set ur GOAL first.be it SPECIFIC
wut u really want?

PLANNING
if u are in marketing/banking industry...(i know.bored example!)

GOAL:
e.g:say,i want to get raise by end of the year.write it down wut position u r at current.

TOOL:
e.g:improve weaknesses:......

okeh.kita tukar...

say la...nak kurang berat badan/lebih fit
meaning that u have to bear in mind,u have to be mentally and physically fit...
so,u have to do the weight loss journal,to get urself FOCUS.
if u have to,tampal gmbr skinny celebrities...
be creative..if u hate the old exercises,CHANGE!..cannot afford pricey DVD or those machineries,download from internet...banyak sources..READ.....
watch ur pemakanan...eat in a smaller portion....eat more vege..and choose white meat rather than the other one.
use stairs instead of escalator or lifs...
u do not have ur dinner after 7..be firm,guys...FOKUS!...
jangan makan slimming pills..oh....jangan yer....
jangan minum air ais....minum air suam jak...
remember,dun stress urself...

if u luk gud,u'll feel good.=)..

ciao...

enjoy these pictures...=)...pake hengpon jak...mls nk edit gmbr dr kemere...sik ada moodeh...

losing herself in hoody2(below)

more pictures of kiddo.=)

remember guys.....HARD WORK!~RESILIENCE...AND VICTORY IS YOURS!~