May 04, 2012

tie the knots

soon,i will be someone's wife.soon,i will be someone mommy.right now,i'm busy with all the preparation for my big day which fall the same day we sarawakians celebrate gawai.

my future husbands when he was a lil child.so cute..... kmk syg ktk.=P

at this hour,i am still googling and reading sources from blog looking for inspiration.oh.

November 16, 2011

im here,babe


Some people don’t understand that that the fact standing up between non believers are the hardest part to begin with.

It is true saying that my life were completely in a mass mess right now and im unable to put up things together, n so I don’t have that kind of moral support even.

Getting in this field is the worst thing ever happen to me.. Hijacking one’s mind and idea were their most taken out quality in life.

Am I missing out something..OR everything..?????

Though I felt this way, I never gave up on life. I still have chances.. Way of chances to fill up my life.

February 26, 2011

things that would brighten up my day


yea...
at least!~

a pretty boys smile~~~=)))

brownies served with whipped cream and chocolate sauce..slurpppp!~




anndd.....

a nice hot tub before bed..=)

May 11, 2010

all that matters


Bila aku rs aku tok susah…

Aku jalan2 di pasar minggu, nangga urg berjual sayur,pa indah…hakikatnya,ada gik urg yang lebih susah dari aku.yang berhempas pulas mencari rezeki yang halal..walhal keja aku kt opis ya nyaman2 jak…keja lam aircond,facilities suma ada….alhamdulillah~~

Bila aku rs aku tok sikda keta,sikpat nak g sine2..susah nak g keja…

Aku balit keja,lam keta kak iparku…ber air cond lagik…ada urg terpksa make van,tinggal jauh2,urg yg susah,jalan kaki balit rumah..dahla panas,embak brg gik banyak,kaki sakit2..

Hakikatnya,ada gik urg lebih susah dr aku….aku syukur lagik..

Bila aku rs aku sik kacak…mula la aku nak beli make up mahal2,dressing ala2 kardashian..=P

Tp,bila aku nangga urg yg berpenyakit, kurang upaya,aku syukur lagik….aku cukup sifat…

Bila aku menyedari hakikat,urg kacak sik lah se kacak di dalamnya,aku syukur lagik…aku syukur sbb aku sedar awal semua ya…alhamdulillah~~

Bila aku rs keja aku sik best di mata urg…

Aku nangga kwn2 aku yg belum bekerja, aku syukur sbb aku diberi peluang untuk mencuba…..bukan senang nak crik keja kinek….

Dalam dunia yg sik pasti tok,kita sik dpt mengharapkan sesuatu yg sempurna,sbb sik mungkin ada~

We’ll just need to toughen up and forgiving with each other as life is to short to make enemies…=)

Make it simple..love life..=)

doesnt mean i'll not be improving myself,but from today now on,i will not whine anymore..i'll be more thankful....)

MAKE THE MOST OUT OF IT..
because all that matters don’t matter

Chiao!~

January 31, 2010

dear john



dear john.
two weeks together.
thats all it took.
two weeks for me fall in love with you
now we've one year apart
but whats one year apart after two weeks like that together?

u made me a promise
a promise i know u'll keep
so i only want one more promise
during this time *i cant seem to identified the exact words*
tell me everything
write it all down john.
scribble in the notebook
type it out
emailed it to me
that way before we knew it
i'll see you soon then..
savannah curtis

wlupun sik ada ayat tok dlm buku ya...
i still feel the knot in my throat
just like the first time i feel it..
thr will be tears..(form utube)

eja:its hard to be apart with sum1 we love...
'part of me is scared that there will come a time when you'll somehow forget about
we shared,so this is what i want to do'

'if we can't be together,at least we can share that,and maybe between the two of us,we
can
make this last for ever'(from the book itself)

as tears rolling down to my cheeks now,
im hoping the best for each everyone of us..
to be blessed in marriage/relationship..
-peace-

note:the film will release 05-Feb-10 US...
asia?
Dear John' Premieres in Singapore Feb 25, 2010(form ctu blog via google)
some say its 4th of March in malaysia..
o really?

why must singapore first?
KIASU!~~~~
ahahhahahah...